tanpa judul

Kemanakah aku harus pergi
Membawa sayatan sayatan pilu hati

Kemanakah harus kubawa
Tetes tetes duka nan kau torehkan dijiwa

Aku tak mengerti
Mengapa harus ada rasa kecewa

Tajamnya mata panah asmara nan menghujam
Takkan kuratapi meski luluh tubuh seakan mati

Ku anggap itu belaian lembut meski bak sembilu

Jiwa tertambat sunyi
Rasa merajam sepi
Berkabut duka sukma melara

Secuil pun Dewi malam enggan tampakkan wajahmu
Kasih…

(Karya: Adikku :D)

MALAM

Malam...
Selepas rindu menggebu
Tiada lagi pesan tersampaikan
Tiada lagi warna seindah pelangi

Malam...
Selepas jedamu, jika ditakdirkan aku masih hidup
Aku akan tetap merindunya sampai akhir hayatku
Aku akan tetap memujanya sampai mata terpejam

Malam...
Kusangka cerah petang sampaikan salam
Rupa"nya kabar duka kudapatkan darinya

Jika waktu dapat ku putar kembali
Kan ku ukir bait" rindu dihatinya
Seperti kata" mesra yg pernah ku bisikkan di telinganya

Tapi sayang...
Waktu berlalu tak mungkin kembali
Kini hanya tertinggal sebuah kenangan
Mengusik jiwa menggaduh sukma

Malam...
Purnama kini tampaklah buram
Seperti detik waktu tertiup angin
Tertutup awan kelabu tanpa ditemani sang bintang

Jelaskan padaku !

Dan tolong jelaskan mengenai kehidupan ini,
tolong beri penawar yang cukup untuk menyembuhkan.

Sepertinya aku berlari sambil menangis,
memburu engkau yang jauh dari sisiku.

Aku sering jatuh,
lalu bangun,
kemudian jatuh lagi berkali kali,
pun bangun sendiri tanpa ada yang memapah.

Semua itu demi engkau, kekasih.
lalu apa engkau begitu mudah mengurai benang yang sudah aku sulam sedemikian rumit,
kumohon jangan lakukan itu!.

Mungkin aku sudah tidak manusia normal,
aku seperti ada dalam dirimu,
nyawaku seperti bersemayam diantara;
matamu, hidungmu, ucapanmu, dan seterusnya.

Mungkin aku tidak bisa berdiri,
kalau tidak mengingat dirimu sebelumnya,
dan itu hampir tiap hari, tiap malam terjadi dibenakku.

12:51

Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today 
Reading that text you sent me again 
Though I memorized it anyway

It was in afternoon in December
When it reminded you of the day
When we bumped into each other 
But you didn't say hi cause I looked away 

And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone 
But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight 
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer 

Oh oh oh oh... 

Then I saw you with her
Didn't think you'd find another
And my world just seemed to crash
Shouldn't have thought that this would last
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/k/krissy_and_ericka/1251.html ]
And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life
And maybe I haven't moved on since that night

Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer

As the sky outside gets brighter
And my eyes begin to tire
I'm slowly drowning 
In memories of him

And I know it shouldn't matter
As my heart begins to shatter
I'm left to wonder
Just how it should have been... yeah... 

12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone
But I'm lying on my bed, I'm not thinking of you again
And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight
Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on

Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song
So much stronger